School starts again...

School starts again, and with nine weeks left, i need to improve- majorly!

1. Need to be nicer
I have a tendency to say mean things in a kidding way to hide my own hurt. (Trust me there is a lot) I've been getting better, since i've had 8 min. inbetween two classes to talk to my best friend and get stuff out.
2. Need to be myself
I also have a tendency to be fake, stupid-acting, etc. I don't know if anyone knows who i truly am (a thought that hasn't quite sunk in yet)
3. Need to pay attention during math
Try to bring up my B.
4. Need to try to enjoy track
Because right now, I'm hating track, because its not nearly as fun as Cross Country.
5. Need to become more faithful
I really am making an honest effort to become one with god.
6. Really need to work on my dancing skills
If i ever wanna be any good in the future.

but as i look over those, thats alot for me to do, and i think i'll crack under the pressure!!! I almost did, but then cross country was over and the pressure was lifted, but now i have track and i'm starting to stress out! and i'm sick, and i'm on spring Breakkkk!!!! Gahhh! I'm really bad at planning out my future, which is probably why i stress out...

wow, i have like no imagination

Looking over my friends blog, I realized that i haven't posted anything excited, life altering, etc. on this blog. So I'm starting now:

Don't you ever think,
just one moment think,
what your life were like
if you
were someone else?

Don't you ever dream,
just a little bit dream,
that your life would be better,
if you were someone else?

Don't you ever dare,
Just a little dare,
to try to be
someone
else?

You are brilliant,
perfectly brilliant,
when you're not
a minion of
someone else.

Made that up on the spot, you should be pretty proud.

Is a sicky poo...

Stole the title from this guy i know. I am sick, it sucks. I'm all sniffle-ily-upance. I didn't go to bed till like 1 last night, which is late for me! Then i had this weird dream... I hate being sick. I think its from sitting around my house all day on spring break! :(

I reeeeaaaallllllllyyyy wanna...

Dance! I have this burning desire to go to a dance class!!! Like really bad! Grrrr... If only I was taking a jazz class... :(

A change of mind

Have I mentioned that I LOVE Spanish? :D it is now like, amazing to me! This may have to do with the fact that I have it with my best friend... :D

Dont mean to bore you

Im gonna keep this short and sweet: I hate spanish! I have nothing against it really, i just hate my spanish teacher, and they way she teaches. This is not the way I learned english! and not the way i'm gonna learn my third language either! I don't think anyone can learn this way...

What to do with my life...

Photographer
Runner
Dancer
Teacher
Physcologist
???
I hate this point, where you don't know what to do with your life, yet its pretty much the most crucial point in your career. This is where i should start preparing for my life! But im sitting here remembering im not good at anything and at a total lost for ideas!

FCAT=No homework (at least until tomorrow)

yep, we had an fcat writes simulation, but for the eighth graders it was the real deal. Therefore all our classes were like 30 min. except 5th period, which for me, is spanish. Yah!Yah!... (sarcastic of course). Anyways, i only have a math test to study for, spanish test to study for, and spanish homework, but hey, i can do it tomorrow. For now im free!!!

Do you remember when you were in school, and those few nights without homework were total bliss? Well thats how it is today :)